jealous

I realized the other day that I am jealous of women. This arises from my desire to have children, specifically Jewish children. If you are aware of tradition, my children will not be Jewish unless their mother is a Jew. It seems that my power to share great heritage, culture, history is non-existent. I can only find the woman and choose there, but I feel it is wrong to deny love for that. I just wish I could pass that along.