Behold the power of pancakes

There is something strangely apt with this posts title and its subject matter. That is not to say that I am the result of some strange pancake experiment, just to say that pancakes are excellent. I ate pancakes for dinner, too. I should eat pancakes more often.

I'm listening to music from the Rurouni Kenshin movie or the OVA, I don't know. It is hard to tell. I'm avoiding doing Real Analysis homework and will probably start munching on chips soon.

Now to get to the dirty stuff. Yes, I said 'dirty.' I think I will go for explaining the personality, because that is really important for tyring to understand some of my other focuses. I consider myself to be overly optimistic. I smile more often than not and try to live life in the moment. That being said I am depressed, lonely and lacking in a self-esteem. Occassionally I can come off as arrogant, but usually just confident. I constantly belittle myself, not to seem humble, but because I really don't think highly of me, at all. I have essentially taken every good trait of me and believed it into a nothing or a bad thing. Don't feel bad for me or anything, it is just some issues I have to work out. That and I mean I know I'm not as bad as I believe I am. Which is hard to fathom. Basically I am kinda messed up. I realized that I am more or less the skinniest fat person ever. I steadily make jokes and insinuations and anything else I can. Humour is the essence of life. I think making other people laugh is probably the most fulfilling thing in the world and I know how to laugh at myself. It is horrible to take yourself too seriously. I can also work hard and be concentrated. Leisure takes precedence to all other things in my life, which is probably why I'm writing this right now and not getting work done. Apparently I'm also very defensive of myself, as I can't allow me to be fully any one thing. Oops. Overall, I'd say I'm a good guy, kinda cute, mildly humorous, and really nuts. All in a good way.